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musing_way Prompt 87 -- Moving Forward
Jan. 28th, 2011 10:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tranquilmirrorIt's hard. It's much harder than I'm sure we thought it would be when we left home.
I miss Damon so much. I thought the pain would go away the more distance we put between us and where we had known them. But it hasn't made the heartache ease any.
Oh, there are times that I can pretend that it doesn't hurt and I can pretend that everything is just fine with me. There are times that I can pretend to be just a normal girl involved in college and work.
But then, I'll see something that reminds me of Damon and I have to get away before I break down completely.
I don't go home when this happens, though. Katherine is having just as hard of a time moving forward from Stefan as I am, and it just wouldn't be fair for her to have to deal with me falling apart, too.
I'm trying, I really am. I just never realized that it would still hurt so much after all of this time.
Muse: Elena Gilbert
Fandom: Vampire Diaries (AU)
Words: 174
Disclaimer: The Vampire Diaries is not my concept, but AU Elena is.
I miss Damon so much. I thought the pain would go away the more distance we put between us and where we had known them. But it hasn't made the heartache ease any.
Oh, there are times that I can pretend that it doesn't hurt and I can pretend that everything is just fine with me. There are times that I can pretend to be just a normal girl involved in college and work.
But then, I'll see something that reminds me of Damon and I have to get away before I break down completely.
I don't go home when this happens, though. Katherine is having just as hard of a time moving forward from Stefan as I am, and it just wouldn't be fair for her to have to deal with me falling apart, too.
I'm trying, I really am. I just never realized that it would still hurt so much after all of this time.
Muse: Elena Gilbert
Fandom: Vampire Diaries (AU)
Words: 174
Disclaimer: The Vampire Diaries is not my concept, but AU Elena is.
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Date: 2011-01-28 06:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-28 06:19 pm (UTC)Usually.
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Date: 2011-01-28 08:16 pm (UTC)...and you're not my Damon, are you?
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Date: 2011-01-28 08:17 pm (UTC)No, my Elena is dating my brother and our vampire bitch ex-girlfriend/evil bitch that turned us, Katherine, is locked away in a tomb.
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Date: 2011-01-28 08:19 pm (UTC)My sister is a vampire in your world?
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Date: 2011-01-28 08:29 pm (UTC)Stop that!
*I* never thought that of my Damon and I bet your Elena doesn't either.
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Date: 2011-01-28 08:37 pm (UTC)And that's where you are wrong. Straight from Elena's lips, she told me that she loved Stefan and it was always going to be Stefan.
Doesn't matter that I was never anything but honest to her, unlike Saint Stefan.no subject
Date: 2011-01-28 08:42 pm (UTC)Maybe you should ask her again. I was slow to admit my own feelings because I wasn't sure I would measure up to what I thought Damon would want me to be.
I think it annoyed the hell out of Katherine and Stefan until we finally got together.
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Date: 2011-01-28 11:51 pm (UTC)But they were bigger ones.
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